Saturday, April 4, 2020

Ummm... Hello! Goodbye? Welcome

Dear reader,
~whomever you may be, wherever you may be, whenever you may be~
I am sincerely grateful for your time and energy. The fact that you have stumbled upon these scribblers of mine is precious to me. However, please know that this blog is not about you. The intended audience is me. I am the protagonist. I am on a journey of self discovery. I need to learn to see myself objectively, completely logically outside the feeling domain. If this helps you in any way, I will be beholden to you thenceforth. I am ENFJ after all, and whole point of my existence is to help others. I do that to the best of my abilities. This blog, however, is to keep myself accountable. I need to find a way to overcome years of damage to my self image. I need to see both good and bad in me as facts. I want to become better version of myself. I hope you can understand that. This did not come out of nowhere. I've recently learned that the only way for me to objectively look at myself is to try and explain it to a third party and then look at what I wrote as if I was trying to help someone out of that situation. However, being Fe-dom I feel bad involving others in grim sounding and often silly matters. Does that make sense? I hope you understand and I hope you can forgive my selfishness here.
Sincerely yours,
Lunna.